Path of sorrow- Dark inside me-

Anything is wrong...how pathetic I am. Am I just a coward? A complete phony? I´m so disgusted with myself.
He´s here...I don´t understand what´s happening to me but i like it!
I feel no pain from my wounds. Infact! I feel totally invincible!
Let me ask you just one more question. Tell me why?!
"Instinct."

"This is the truth...I am you, it´s only you."